Wednesday, December 31, 2008

My Heart Breaks Open


I'm watching "The Namesake" tonight while I work. The movie speaks about the troubles of growing up a first-generation American and trying to balance between deep cultural traditions and the American way of life. My mom is from Germany so I feel a lot of connection to the themes in the movie.

But there is something more about this movie. This movie hit me on a lot of levels. Seeing how Kal Penn treats his parents as they get older, disrespecting them when they clearly love him. And then his changing relationship with them. I worry all the time about how my kids will treat me and perceive me as they age and I do too. I hope they love me. I hope I am close to them and they know how important they are to me.

And then there's a whole other level to the movie that I do not understand. Every movie about India, and I mean every movie, has broken open my heart. And I cried. I can't explain it. It as if something inside me springs forth with joy with only the thought of the place or the sight. I know it is not some perfect place. I've seen the pictures. I've talked with my friends, and I know that there is much there that is bad. But still...

I don't know why this happens, and I don't know that I ever will. I don't know that I ever want to know. And sometimes it scares me. I have read about people who have idolized India and I don't think I am one of those people. I don't want to be one of those people. I don't want my identity to be subsumed by a whole nation. I want to be my own person not identified by one thing, and I feel like I am sometimes. But none of those thoughts stop me from breaking down whenever I see something about India.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

my son's asthma is really flaring up these last two days. he's getting treatments three/four times a day now.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

nerd alert: I've decided that the Star Trek transporter technology bothers me because it indicates a person's soul is a measurable quantity.
loving watching the Cowgirls lose to the Eagles is making me very happy.
economic times being what they are we've decided to not renew our NFL Sunday Ticket next year. I'm bummed but we need to save money

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Owen is having a hell of a time with his asthma tonight. Giving him a nebulizer treatment while he sleeps to relieve his coughing.
working but wishing I was playing Rock Band. Or Guitar Hero. guess I'm playing...Documentation Hero. It's not nearly as much fun.

Friday, December 26, 2008

thinking about a pumpkin roll stuffed with coffee cheesecake.
played Wii Music with the kids today. such a different type of music game but had a bunch of fun with the kids. has some cool features too
in our in-home Guitar Hero III vs. Rock Band 2 face-off I like Rock Band more, but I think I like GH's guitar more.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Merry Christmas Everyone!
out running errands and listening to Radio Hanukkah on XM.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

wife just called from the doctor's office. doc said she's got the worst case of strep he's seen. gave her better drugs and ordered rest

Monday, December 22, 2008

I just realized that I could probably find some pictures of really impressive boogers on Flickr. I don't want to. But I could.

Friday, December 19, 2008

my son turns into a snarling rhino when he gets sick. he thundered through the house a few minutes ago just because he could.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

staying in to take care of the family suffering through strep.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

OPEC looks to cut production by more than 2m barrels to offset sliding gas prices. can't we just get someone to kick them in the nuts?

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

cranking on some documentation. too much to do and so little time.

Monday, December 15, 2008

on my way home. working on the train. conference call tomorrow, so I'm trying to get ready now. maybe I can rest tonight. I need it.
prepping for a meeting. trying to get used to my new role.

Friday, December 12, 2008

drinking coffee spiced with cardamom. it's very good.
Wilco's "Can't Stand It" is absolutely my theme song today. That or..."Born of Frustration" from James.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

getting a PS3 for Christmas this year. should I get Rock Band or Guitar Hero: World Tour with it? which one's better?

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

feeling all kinds of out of sorts. it's been a really busy couple of days and there will be no let up.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

making a pot of coffee and getting ready for the second half of the day. it promises to be busy.

Monday, December 8, 2008

watching "How I Met Your Mother" and working.
Mood is much improved while at work. Looking forward to lunch today.
went to bed too late. woke up too early. shitty dreams last night. no coffee yet. desperately seeking the peace I felt on Friday.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

enduring some abuse for buying two songs from Abba.

Friday, December 5, 2008

back at home and happy for it. it should be a great weekend! I hope you have one too.
on my way home. Working on the train. I love having an aircard.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

"I Look Great! I Feel Great!"

Last night my six year old daughter pranced into the living room on the balls of her feet wearing one of my wife's bras.  She circled my wife and I twice like a model on a runway, and then she spotted her reflection in the sliding glass door.

She sashayed over to the door and adjusted the bra.
"I look great.  Yeah, I look great.  I looook great."  She fiddled with the bra for a minute.  "I feel great.  Oh yeah."

Then she spun around and left the room, holding the bra in place as she walked.

I looked at my wife.  "Well at least she feels good about herself!"
"I am sooooo not ready for to have a girl." 

cranking through work. I'll be at it for a while though...
up and working. but I'm not promising that I'm going to be conscious.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

power is down at work. redirecting to something else. soooo tired, btw. I was up most of the night.
Google Chrome thinks Facebook's a phishing site...interesting.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

up and working. I am STARVING!

Monday, December 1, 2008

working late from home because I care.

An Uncomfortable Silence

There was an uncomfortable silence in the room.  We were in a Mexican standoff.  His fingers tightly gripped my right nipple.  I was gripping his left nipple.

I raised one eyebrow.  "So...are you going to let go?"
"Nope!"
"I'm not letting go until you let go."
He shook his head.  "I'm not letting go!"

We looked at each other.  I narrowed my eyes at Owen.  He crinkled his nose and smiled.  His fingers pinched harder so I squeezed a little harder.  One of us was going to lose.

Suddenly my wife walked.
"WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON?"

My son jumped.  I squeezed last.  I won.
got two cups of coffee at Wawa this morning, just because I wanted to. You can never have enough coffee.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

still working on the living room, but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel...

Friday, November 28, 2008

reading news about Mumbai. hard to make sense of everything that did happen and is still happening

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

OW! and so we're playing our newest family fun game: Was that sick wet pop *REALLY* my knee?
to my Indian friends: I hope everyone's families in Mumbai are okay following the attack.
good morning everyone! should be a great day today. I hope yours is too.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I just signed up to be a tester for the new Mini Electric. I hope they pick me. I HOPE I HOPE I HOPE. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!
my kids are getting savvier. when I separated them to ask who did something they individually responded "I did."
the kids have a friend coming over. wife's volunteering at the school. I'm working from home. more remodeling tonight. typical day. :)

Monday, November 24, 2008

back from the conference and prepping for a conference call. it's CONFERENCE DAY!
on my way to my daughter's first parent-teacher conference.
I am up and out of bed but I make no promises on being awake. That's too much to ask.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

You Just Don't Understand

Friday night, as I was getting ready for bed, I turned to my wife and said "I need to get to sleep and get up before Owen."
"Why?"
"Well, if I get up before him, I get to put snow in his pants.  If he wakes up before me, he says he's going to put snow in my pants."
"What are you talking about?"
"It's a deal we made with each other."
"You are not doing tha...why would you even agree to that?"
"Honey, I think you just don't understand the intricacies of a father-son relationship."
"Yeah, I must not."

I ended up getting up before him, but no snow was put into anyone's pants.  We had a snowball fight instead.
I can't find the right words for my mood right now. not settled but not agitated. not happy but not sad. not contented by far...drifting.

Friday, November 21, 2008

almost time to head out. guess I should put my eyes in and feet on.
dreaming of a curried chicken ravioli in a korma sauce...
it's started snowing again! so beautiful.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

nutty day at work. too many irons in the fire and I'm trying to juggle them all.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

The Only Dad at the PTO

I've decided that next year I want to be the president of the local Parent Teacher Organization.  At least, I think I have.  We have a very good one, an active one with a lot of volunteers that work hard to support the school.  And yet, the meetings are frustrating.  

They run long.  People mumble or speak softly and fast.  No one wants to second a motion so I constantly do.  People hardly ask questions.  They just listen.  

I know I am looking differently at this because I am the only father there.  I'm the only man there.  I want to be involved and so I go every month.  But I see that the mood changes.  I know that the atmosphere is different when I'm there.  And I worry that if I become president and try to run meetings then it will affect how individually involved the other families are.  Because while the meetings are painful, the moms who volunteer really do a lot of good work.

I told my wife that she should be president.  She is more organized than I am.  She can be just as direct as I can be.  More so sometimes, and she would make sure that everything got done like it needed to.  But I think she's afraid of upsetting someone.  Maybe that's the difference here.  Maybe that's why the women are quieter and things take longer because they're not going to be direct and instead put their energy into the actual volunteering.  Maybe my leadership would upset that balance and make things fall apart.

Maybe I shouldn't run for president after all.
once the kids saw the few flitting flakes of snow in the air they were outside in barefeet and short sleeves to catch them on their tongues
I felt a great disturbance in the Force, as if millions of tweets suddenly cried out in terror and were suddenly silenced.
good morning everyone!

Monday, November 17, 2008

BusinessWeek has a genuinely interesting 'article' about Twitter imitators: http://ping.fm/oK9qB
you know you love your daughter when you're trying to work but you put on the HSM soundtrack for her to sing along with anyway.
Ramen is clearly the lego of foods.
just now getting to eating lunch. the day's scheduled is all kinds of crazy
Frank Zappa, you're one of the best reasons to get up and fire up iTunes.
good morning everyone! I hope you all had great weekends.

Sunday, November 16, 2008

omg, Band of Horses is *THAT* band. I should have known. @hearsmusic thanks for pointing me in their direction. you rock as always!
happy Sunday y'all!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

The Mentalist may not be great, it may not be serious, but it is a lot of fun to watch.

Friday, November 14, 2008

it's quitting time. see you all later. have fabulous Friday evenings!
it is completely a Radiohead kind of day.
feeling a little better now. still, I poop on this day.
ugh. what a topsy-turvy day. can I have a reboot?
this morning I dreamt my alarm had a "Denounce" button instead of a "Snooze" button. not sure what it would do but I liked it.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

played Wii with the kids. watched Criminal Minds with my wife. off to bed early tonight. working tomorrow from KoP.
back from the doctor. nothing serious, thank God. no real answers either though. just wait and see.
my computer's crapping out more rapidly then I had hoped. :( currently uninstalling all non-essential software and praying.
I was tempted to put "Senior Pool Boy" as my official title on my year-end review. Probably would not have been one of my better choices.
working several things at once. trying to get a few things done before my doctor's appointment.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

getting ready to head home and play with the kids. best time of the day.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

ever since we've started recycling our cardboard we've cut our garbage output in half. our next goal is another 50% reduction.
thinking about firearms
every time I listen to Steve Burns first album I'm so enthralled. I think he must be a magician or alien or some such to be so captivating
meeting in about an hour. hoping my kids will be quiet while on the phone. slim chance.
I deem it absolutely weak that Outlook 2007 cannot grok custom SharePoint fields for Tasks. Epic Fail.
sometimes the noises my son can make are frighteningly inhuman.
I just can't wrap my head around the idea that AIG is going to get EVEN MORE money. wtf?

Monday, November 10, 2008

working two projects at once again. times are good.

Thoughts on my own Death

I just finished up a post about the album "Haunted" by Poe on Last.fm. The album crushes my heart every time I hear it because of the end. It is a gentle lullaby sang by Poe to her deceased father with recordings from her father talking to his kids when they were little.

Being a father I'm so deeply and personally attached my children (normal) but to the point that sometimes at night I think about the million things I could have done with my kids and the fact that I didn't get to. I think about the fact that I have to travel to work tomorrow and I could die and never see them again. I think about the fact that I could be at work and something could happen to them, and I yelled at them today. I spanked Owen. I flit through the untold horrors that could befall us all and cry. I weep like a child out of regret and fear and anger and disappointment. I weep in the middle of the night out of terror. For no reason at all.

I lost my father when I was 16 and I know how damned hard it is, and I can't bear to think about my own children having to go through that when I pass away. It is perverse that the one thing I wish I could help them with the most, the one thing I wish I could shield them from and keep them away from is the very thing that takes me from them.
waiting for word on something work-related so I can go to bed. then I get up in a few hours. bleh.

Friday, November 7, 2008

my son just came home from preschool with a black eye. he swears it was an accident, but I'm not convinced.
my day just got a lot better. w00t!
it is absolutely gorgeous outside. I am happy to work from home today.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

just about time to make dinner. shrimp and tilapia with salad. yum.
seriously, there are groups that ALREADY are seeking Obama's impeachment: http://ping.fm/qtof5

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

at work and caffeinated but feeling disconnected. maybe I'm just hungry...
in KoP. heard the phrase "Dress like the job you want" several times from different sources this past week so I dressed a bit more formal

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

watching the queued up Colbert Reports on our DVR.

Monday, November 3, 2008

gah my mood is on a rocket sled headed further downhill by the second.
I wish Visual Studio would give me a flowcharting tool that would grok a method and display the decision trees.
listening to the Amelie soundtrack because I could use some joy this morning.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

we didn't change the clocks in the house and put the kids to bed at 7.30. told them it was 8.30. now I'm ready to go to bed. *yawn*
we split the tournament. the kids played with a lot of heart. I'm happy. and exhausted. I'm going to crash on the couch now.

Friday, October 31, 2008

told my daughter's friends down the street that if you cross the International Dateline you travel in time. I think I blew their minds.
off to help out at my daughter's kindergarten Halloween party. me in a room of 23 sugared up 6 year olds. should be a good time.
happy Halloween everybody!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

If I weren't already home I'd say "Screw you guys, I'm going home".

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

working from home and studying different project management tools available. I want something free and open-source.

Monday, October 27, 2008

8 is fine for shooting a .22 down range, but an UZI? AN UZI? WTF? http://ping.fm/7QTif
"Seven Days a Week" from Imagination Movers just came on my iPod. Good stuff. I ♥ the Imagination Movers.
heard on NPR McCain's using the theme from Rocky at campaign stops. Apollo Creed beat Rocky in Rocky I. The unintended humor is delicious.
I've started listening to "The World in Words" podcast from PRI. Awesome podcast if you're into languages (like I am).

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Played with Ruby on Rails some today. I enjoy it, but it still feels more like "My Favorite Toy Language" than "Use it for Work"...
watching "Real Time with Bill Maher" and reading FiveThirtyEight.com Going to a volunteer meeting tonight at the local Obama office.

Friday, October 24, 2008

watching Ghost Hunters and working on my blog.

That First Moment of Realization

Last night, after soccer practice wrapped up I stood on the field and looked at the darkening sky and wondered about that first moment of cognition, of realization, the spark when a proto-human stared upwards and realized that the vastness up above was much bigger than them. Was it a moment of solitary reflection? Was it a sudden spark of intellect?

What was that first moment of realization?

Thursday, October 23, 2008

kind of miffed that I never got a call back about the PTO meeting where I could present the idea of putting class directories online.
up this morning early and listening to Wilco. the sore throat's finally passed, thank God. still have a bad head cold. soccer tonight!
getting ready to go to bed. tomorrow's already here!

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

had one of those blinding moments at the PTO meeting where I saw a tech solution to a problem and nobody else (except my wife) saw the use
ping.fm is back! good deal. oh ping how I missed you.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

What Kind of Fan Would I Be? Oh That's Right, I'd Be a Philadelphia Fan

I wore my Red Sox cap into Philadelphia yesterday and a lot of my coworkers and friends offered their condolences on the Red Sox disintegration in Tampa.  And then they asked me why I was still wearing the cap, as if their loss somehow meant I was going to pack it all in and stop supporting them.

I've never really understood that attitude, though I do see it a lot in Philly.  In Philly they seem more willing to abandon a team out of disgust, even if they're doing alright.  How can I call myself a fan if I'm going to just give up on them like that?  I guess being a Boston fan I'm used to being disappointed on a tragic scale, but it really is such a big difference between cities.  How did the sports culture in Philadelphia get so toxic?

Sunday, October 19, 2008

I actually had to close one of the windows in my bedroom because I was cold. for those that know me, that's crazy talk. but I'm freezing!!

Friday, October 17, 2008

the kids are playing quietly, the house is peaceful, working steadily. I like these kinds of days.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

testing the theory that there is such a thing as "too much caffeine"
http://ping.fm/vBQn3 - live the Palin presidency now!
getting ready for my meetings. three meetings today.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

working from home, fighting fires and sipping coffee.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I have my kids convinced that if they turn on the TV downstairs in the basement without asking me it sends me an email.
argh. stupid partisan politics makes me want to go hulk smash.
I really need to get new glasses. I don't want to put my contacts in yet, but at this point of the morning my eyes don't want to work

Sunday, October 12, 2008

my daughter's in her room dancing and shouting along with the HSM soundtrack. apparently she knows every word.
found an old Air Force Barbie that was my wife's when she was a girl but never opened. unboxing so my daughter can have it

Saturday, October 11, 2008

still waking up. I need coffee...

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

getting settled to watch some tv with my wife and relax.
told my kids that they're lucky! They get to experience a global depression first hand. They're living history.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

my kids are arguing over who gets to have their flu shot first. FIRST. TIME. EVER.
another thought re: "Ghost Whisperer". when are they going to give equal billing to her boobs? she's hanging them out ALL OVER THE PLACE.
watched "Ghost Whisperer" with my wife. what an awful show. why does no one question this annoying antique dealer barging in everywhere?

Monday, October 6, 2008

I keep wondering if the average American is as freaked out by the market fluctuations as pundits claim they are.
on my way into Philly for the work day. Wearing my Redskins shirt to remind Eagles fans of their loss yesterday. Should be good.

Friday, October 3, 2008

post-Indian buffet sleepies. zzzzzzzzz.
set up yammer yesterday and trying to get others in my company to use it. interesting so far.
working in KoP. it's going to be an interesting day.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

my U6 team won tonight, 6-1. I wasn't even playing all of the stars. I sat them for most of the second half.
oh man. whatever's getting cooked for dinner smells *awesome*.
figured out the soccer team starting rotation for today's game. going to be chilly on the field.
nothing like getting chewed out by the boss to make my day. :)
slept with all the windows open last night. it was awesome. I love the cooler weather.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

really not feeling a good mood today at all. I think I'm going to go lift weights for a little while to work off this feeling
please note: children do not seem happy when you wake them by playing Sousa marches very loud early in the morning. I dare say they hate it

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

getting ready to go to bed. I'm trying to train myself to get up at 4.30 am every morning. wish me luck.
wondering if the thunderstorms will hold off until after soccer practice.

More on Learning Spanish

¡Hola todos!  I've really thrown myself into learning Spanish and I wanted to let you know that I'm having a lot of fun.  I really like learning new languages so that's not a surprise.  However, I am kind of surprised by how easy it's been so far.  I don't think that Spanish is necessarily an easy language to learn, but I haven't really been having any problems.  I think that's as much a testament to some of the tools I've had at my disposal.

First and foremost I've been using Busuu.com, which I spoke about before at some length.  But I've also been using two podcasts which I've really been enjoying.  

The first is SpanishPod, which is part of Praxis Language Ltd.  They broadcast out of Shanghai, China, but the podcast is done by an American Spanish teacher from Seattle, JP, and two native speakers from Mexico, Leo and Liliana.  The podcast is funny, it's professionally done, and they produce a LOT of content.  They have different channels available on their website, Newbie, Elementary, Intermediate, Upper Intermediate, Advanced, Advanced Media, two video podcasts, including one on grammar, and a cultural podcast that is done in both Spanish and English, and a question and answer podcast done in both Spanish and English to expand on the vocabulary.  They even run a Mexican radio soap opera that's very funny and campy voiced by the hosts themselves.  But it doesn't end there.  They have a large community of listeners who lurk on the forums and help people out and the hosts go on the forums to answer questions from listeners as well.  They also provide extension vocabulary and quizzes to help you remember what you've studied.  You can access portions of the site for free, but have to pay for the rest.  It's been valuable enough that I am going to pay for the basic membership.

The other is Coffee Break Spanish.  Coffee Break Spanish is part of the Radio Lingua Network and broadcasts out of Scotland.  Like a lot of things Scottish, Belle and Sebastian, the Vaselines, etc, it is a touch twee, but not overly so.  Where SpanishPod is more flashy and lively and vibrant, Coffee Break Spanish is more gentle and quiet.  Neither one is necessarily better, at least in this case.  Coffee Break Spanish has two hosts, Mark and Kara, who are both Scottish.  Marc is a Spanish teacher, and Kara is a beginner (or was when the podcast started last year) and learns along with the listener.  It is sometimes amusing to listen to because their Scottish accents are awesome, and do occasionally sneak through, but Mark is a clearly a patient teacher and will repeat the pronounciations a few times until Kara gets it right, which helps me get it right as well.  Coffee Break Spanish also offers a set of additional materials, extended vocabulary, and extra podcasts to reinforce the language.  They also offer downloadable flashcards of the language you can put on your iPod to use while listening to the podcasts, something SpanishPod does not offer.  It's offered differently however: in an ala carté fashion where you buy the additional materials you want instead of a monthly subscription.  Part of the problem here is it can quickly add up to buy what you want, especially because the prices are in British Pounds, which at the current exchange rate means that the £20 you'd spend for the additional materials on lessons 1-10 would cost you more than $36.  Still, the basic podcast for Coffee Break Spanish will always be free on iTunes, and that's good enough for me now.

I'm planning to stick with this for a while.  I haven't given up on maintaining my Hindi or my German, but as an addition to those skills.  I think it's good to be multilingual, and I hope that it will encourage my kids to learn multiple languages.  I also hope that it will insulate me from any possible instability in the market.  I'm seeking any advantage I can get.
realized that I haven't talked to a friend in a while and when I went to Facebook saw that she defriended me. I'm honestly heartbroken. :(
personally I would rather see wall street executives setting themselves on fire in the streets of NYC then give them more money to flush
spent a few minutes listening to the pundits fume over Wall Street this morning. personally I hope the bailout doesn't happen...

Sunday, September 28, 2008

so far the Redskins have looked decent against the Cowboys. not dominant, but decent.
I'm totally geeking out on "Grupo Fantasma". I heard a review of their latest album on NPR and I finally picked it up. It's awesome!
just found out that a guy I worked with in the past and really respect was in a popular 80s new wave band in Philadelphia. that's awesome!
no one will ever convince me that "Jump in the Line" is only about dancing. Harry Belafonte was the original 2 Live Crew.
woke up REALLY late. my shoulders hurt. this must be old age. second day of cleaning out the basement.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

found all of my old Magic, The Gathering cards down in the basement. I've tried convincing my wife she should play with me but no dice

Friday, September 26, 2008

in other news, John McCain announces he'll fund the bailout by selling a few of his houses.
weather like this makes me long for Scotland.
it's clear to me that the only milk product that belongs in coffee is heavy cream.
I've always been fascinated by Pattie Boyd. George Harrison and Clapton both wrote songs for her and Mick Jagger had a crush on her. why?
it may be Friday and pay day but my mood's kind of sour. maybe I just need more coffee.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

sorry Kiran Chetry and Soledad O'Brien but Campbell Brown is my new news honey.
estimating projects for clients. I hate this part of the job. I need to keep better metrics for the work I do so I can do this better.
watched McCain speak at the Clinton Global Initiative. even as big of a boob as I think McCain is, he's so much more presidential than Bush
a father in Nebraska leaves all nine of children at a "safe haven" to abandon them: http://ping.fm/lt5b4
working from home. laughing at McCain's latest stunt. he's like the Keystone Kop of politics.

Monday, September 22, 2008

at work we're discussing what it's like to be bank owners. We figure that at $25 billion, the Detroit bailout's a steal. Who wants GM?

Sunday, September 21, 2008

there's no way the Incredible Hulk has dry wall up in his house. otherwise he'd be patching holes where he bumped into it. stupid drywalll

Friday, September 19, 2008

Learning Spanish at Busuu.com

So my son started Spanish this week at his preschool and he's very interested in it.  My wife says he's the knowledge sponge because once he starts learning about something he's determined to wring every bit of information from everyone around him until he knows as much or more than they do.

Sitting at the dinner table today he looked up at me.
"Daddy, what's the Spanish word for 'eat'?"
"I don't know bubba.  Let's look it up."
"What about 'clean your plate'?"
I smiled.  "We'll look that one up too."

So I started to look around for an online resource to help me learn, and happened to see the link off LifeHacker for Busuu.com.  The site's in public beta and it's a web 2.0 way to learn languages.  While their offerings are limited at this point (English, French, German, and Spanish) the site seems to hold real promise and is a great way to learn.

You pick language units, which have a vocab section.  Then you need to pass a reading comprehension section and write a short paragraph using the vocabulary you just learned.  Native speakers of the language you're learning review what you've written and correct any mistakes you've made.  As you pick learn each unit, a little graphic tree in your "garden" grows.

The site's very well done.  The vocabulary units come with pictures and audio, and it's a very busy site.  Best of all, it's in public beta right now, so it's free.  All public beta testers get a free basic membership when the beta is over.  I like the site enough that I'm going to pay for a membership (provided it's not too expensive) after the beta ends.

I also hope that they add more languages as time goes on.  While it will be good to stay one step ahead of my son (and I'll need all the help I can get to do that) I'd love to branch out and keep practising my Hindi, refresh my German, and pick up some Portuguese.

if ever there was a real picture of a "nightmare", this has to be it: http://ping.fm/jQRWn
Somebody deregulated the banks into oblivion and all we got was their bad debts.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

as my wife washes out my coffee mug "Are you done with this mug?" "I am now." "I might beat you."
just checked the balance on my 401k. apparently it's worth two pigs and a wool blanket. I'm cashing out now.
guess I'm going to start learning Spanish. Owen had his first lessons through his preschool and he's very excited, so I'll be helping out.
ran to Chick-Fil-A to pick up lunch for the kids. had all the windows down and cranked "Bohemian Rhapsody" the whole way.
met with CV's new superintendent yesterday. he's got a lot of good ideas, challenging ones too. he wants to move Algebra I to 8th grade

Met My School's New Superintendent

Heather and I went to the PTO meeting at McKenna's elementary and met with the new superintendent of the district.  His name's Dr. Bill Harner, and aside from a penchant for speaking about himself in the third-person, he seems grounded and ready to tackle the challenges at the school.  Now, those who know Cumberland Valley School District wouldn't think that there'd be many challenges, given it's higher ranking in the Commonwealth and in the nation in general, but I don't think that that's true.

Modern education's always a moving target.  The skills our children need to have, and the education they need to possess need to grow with the times, but schools also can't ignore fundamentals or just keep chasing the latest fads or else the kids, and all of us together, suffer.

So we sat for two hours in the cafeteria at the school and listened to him talk.  Dr. Harner's a former army commander and teacher from West Point with a list of degrees the length of his arm, so I expected a crisp forceful speech delivered with a booming voice and commanding authority.  That's not what he delivered.  He was genial, he rambled, he was personable.  He spoke at length about accelerating children, for example, moving Algebra I down to 8th grade so more kids advance into AP Calculus II by their senior year, and moving foreign languages into middle school so kids can get six or seven years of language before moving into college.

His overall goal is to move CV from around 1600th in the nation to within the top 250.

I hope he can do it.
you can tell I'm at home alone with my son when I start searching for fart sounds on the internet

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

JJ Abrams clearly loves using the same guy to make the music for both Lost and Fringe.
watching new "House". good so far. hoping I can squeeze in the new "Fringe" tonight as well.
dreamt last night I put all of my money into Petrobras and made a killing. honestly thinking about putting money there and in euros too
working from home today. watching Paranormal State.

Monday, September 15, 2008

my son has a serious interest in learning Mandarin Chinese. and he's bold enough to use what he does know when go out to eat.
considering yanking my money out of the American stock market and putting into "third-world" markets because it might be...safer
in Center City and ready for work. I brought my thermos of coffee today so I won't have to rely on the suspicious brew at the office.

Friday, September 12, 2008

trying to find a good RC truck for my son for his birthday. so many look like junk these days.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

my kids are so pent up with energy right now. they're trying to kill each other and it's driving me nuts.
trying to figure out if my wife's insulin pump will be covered by our insurance. they don't seem real certain either way.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

conference call this morning. I don't feel caffeinated or prepared enough. bleh.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

It's raining in KoP now. If I'd know today was monsoon day I probably would have worked from home. 8p

Monday, September 8, 2008

My Little Man Is Growing Up

Today is my son's first day of preschool all on his own.  Last year when he went his sister was also in the preschool, albeit in a different class, so he felt like he wasn't totally alone.  This year, McKenna's in kindergarten and he's the big man on campus (as much as a hallway in a church can be considered a "campus") and he's not freaked out.  I am impressed.  I'm also a little overwhelmed.

He's my little man, my youngest kid, and this is his last year of preschool.  Coming out of his classroom today he just looked and talked like an older boy.  He was his own man today and it really showed.

I picked him up and we walked to the van as he told me all about his first day of school.

"I played with two boys today, but I don't know their names yet.  We won't learn any names until tomorrow.  We didn't even have any time to go on the playground, I only got to go down the slide one time and then we had to leave."
"Yeah"
"And nobody got into trouble today."
"That's good!"
"I drew a lot of pictures today.  I colored myself in.  I did a really good job, my teacher said."
"Wow!"
I put him in the van.  "Sit down little man and buckle up"
"Okay daddy.  And one boy only colored himself all yellow and the teachers had to tell him to use different colors but she said I did a really good job."
"Well I'm proud of you bubba."
And I am proud of him.  I shut the sliding door and started to climb into the van.  A tear ran down my face.  My little man is growing up.
I love the way my coffee maker sighs after brewing a pot. It sounds quiet, tired, and resigned to it's fate. It's an existential appliance

Sunday, September 7, 2008

watching Friday's "Real Time With Bill Maher". Sometimes I really love the show, sometimes it just draaaggggsss.
once and for all I would like MythBusters to prove that playing out in the rain does not cause a cold, just so I can show my mother-in-law

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Fifty-Five Pounds Down So Far

Weighed myself this morning and found out that I've lost a few more pounds, so I'm about fifty-five pounds down, which is awesome.  I have been sticking with the diet (more or less) and exercising more, but I've pretty much plateaued.

I have been doing exercises on the Wii Fit and that's been great.  I really do feel stronger and more at balance using it, which is awesome.  The only thing I wish the Wii Fit had was "playlists", in essence, 20, 30, and 40 minute exercise routines that would not force me to pause every few minutes to pick the next exercise.  It's almost shocking that they did not include this feature into the Wii Fit and I hope they roll out an update soon which includes it.
watching dvr'd episodes of the Colbert Report and working on a new blog entry about Sarah Palin.

Friday, September 5, 2008

watching "The Principal's Office" on TruTV. we love the principal from New Jersey.
as a libertarian I feel like this election's one about choosing which freedoms I would most like to preserve...

Thursday, September 4, 2008

wow, Obama raised $10m in one day after the Palin speech. The RNC raised $1m: http://ping.fm/r98HP
watching "Dan in Real Life" because I need some positivity after all the bile last night

Monday, September 1, 2008

just donated $25 to the Obama Biden campaign to get a sweet mug. if they win, cool! if not, I use it in my garden.

Sunday, August 31, 2008

back home after spending the day at HersheyPark. The kids had a great time. Both rode the Comet for the first time! I'm very tired now.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

watching "Harold and Kumar Escape From Gitmo". As raunchy and foul as I hoped it would be. The airplane scenes were awesome.

Watching Hurricane Gustav

We're big weather watchers at home and we're anxiously watching the progress of Hurricane Gustav. I don't wish ill on anyone else, but I really hope it doesn't hit New Orleans. It seems almost a kick in the teeth that three years after Katrina (almost to the day) they're looking down the barrel of another big one.

I've only been to New Orleans once, but it's always stuck in my head as one of the best trips I ever took. When Katrina hit I hoped that the city was not a goner, but I figured it would be wiped off the map. It's been sad that so far, New Orleans has not bounced back like it should have.

And so I hope Gustav...implodes, or stalls, or turns back where it came.

I'd like to take my children there some day, and not on an underwater tour.
getting ready to go to Giant and do some shopping. taking the kids along. I hope they're going to behave. I'm tired of yelling.

Friday, August 29, 2008

We've watched the end of "Step Up 2" so many times that my son's walking around singing "She ain't got no money in the bank". I'm so proud.
blogging about Gov. Palin. so much to say, I'm having a hard time sorting it all out.

Someone Take My Kids Please


I feel like a failure as a parent today.  We went bowling with friends we haven't seen in a while, so the kids were excited, and it bubbled up in some really bad behavior.  The kids were all over the lanes, pushing each other, dropping bowling balls, laying down in front of other people's lanes, yelling.  It was horrible, and embarrassing in a big way.  

My kids are always a little rambunctious and energetic.  They are spirited, and sometimes they have a really bad attitude, but today it was like watching an episode of "Nanny 911".  People kept glancing at me as I kept yelling at them to move, to sit down, to stop misbehaving.  What I should have done was removed them from the bowling alley and not let them play anymore.  But I didn't honestly think about that then.  I don't know why.

The more distance I get from it, the more upset and embarrassed I get.  And I hate feeling like this.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

raining still, but I'm going to make my soccer team go out and practice anyway. I told the parents "We play and practice in the rain".

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Still running with two blogs

I'm still running with two blogs for now.  It's not like I have a bunch more things to say, I just think that I want to split out the personal stuff to here and focus more on the commentary, politics, etc, the more serious pieces on my official site.

I would certainly love to parlay my writing there to something more serious and get more time in writing.  That's the plan, anyway.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Soccer Practice Yesterday!


I ran my first soccer practice yesterday.  It went very well.  I've got 9 kids on my team, including my two, and we played a lot of games.  I made it clear to the parents that my goal is not to win the World Cup, or even to pressure the kids into winning their games, but rather to teach them the fundamentals of playing soccer and having fun.  One of the things I said clearly was "Even if we lose every single game we play I will consider this season a success if the kids come back for the spring season".

I truly mean that.

And the great thing with coaching at this level (U-6) is that I get to be a big kid.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Rethinking Blogging Options

So I have a blog at MauriceReeves.com but I've been rethinking blogging options. I honestly don't get that much traffic, and I'm wondering if it continues to make sense to pay $10/month for website that not many people read. I might just end up pointing my domain name to this blog. But I'm not sure. Maybe this blog will end up a more personal journal and I'll use that blog for longer writings.

It's all about the options and where I want to focus my time.